Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Shall I Push the Button?...

If you get that reference, we will be friends...


Daikon radish baby!


13 months in and I've finally realized just how lost I've been...

What an interesting, winding, infuriating, strange road it has been.

About a year ago I started writing an article about what turned into my main driving force behind this new path:

It isn't me, it isn't you. It's US.

I forgot.

Caught up in the new excitement of finding a calling I twisted my life around me. Making it all about me. I'm now quite aware that my story isn't about me, it's about the people AROUND me. Food is about the memories, the moments we can create from a few raw ingredients.

Beet salad from the Grand Omakase course at Matsuhisa Denver

I think this might be a fairly common first chapter, it isn't the first time a chef has been accused of being self-centered and egotistic (yes, yes it might be a bit too early to refer to myself as Chef but that is the title of this blog after all!). However I am not going to continue this path and finally take the road I need to weather. 

Food is the star, people make the story.


The wonderful Jennifer Holbert holds the official radish baby (left). The incredible Chef Kyle prepares a Lobster New Style (right).

These photos represent what I LOVE about this career. This is what makes food more rewarding than any other path. 

We work to create memories, art that lasts but a moment, but a moment that can last a lifetime. 

This is what $150 worth of meat looks like. Gorgeous. 



Grapevine is but on the horizon and with this new drive and reignited passion I will see it through. This is a story of love, a story of how we come together in the most important and everlasting part of our culture. Food is how we share our stories, memories, laughter. And I will share your story with the world.

Eureka! Boulder still makes one of the best burgers around...


Wednesday, May 24, 2017

Music Monday!

Except on a Wednesday!

I didn't think I was going to do this, in fact I explicitly stated on multiple occasions that it was a stupid waste of money. Eh, screw it!

YouTube Red

Music used to be a huge part of my life. I remember in high school that I would listen, hell fall asleep, to my iPod Nano every night. Walking to school, in between classes, driving...

Music all the time. I would even manually sync up my playcounts when I had to update iTunes and it would delete my play history. So ridiculous!!!

Each Monday (yes, we are starting this on a Wednesday...) I will post the song of the week. It will be a glimpse into where I am, what I listen to and how it's all going. A quick link to me through the sounds of the more creative souls out there. This post will be a double, I am linking my playlist and a song of the week.

The Enigma

This is the best one word description of where I am. I haven't spent time on making the list have good flow, YouTube doesn't seem to have a shuffle option yet, so it kind of jumps all over the place. As I listen to music I add it to the list, so it really doesn't follow any kind of flow, other than that is exactly how I felt in the moment it was added. Anyways here it is:

The Enigma

Song of the Week:

Thunder
Imagine Dragons

Thunder


PS I will figure out how to embed the actual video and playlist so it looks better... Still trying to figure out this Blogger thing....

And so, we meet again...

Chef Alex Atala's Circle

It is almost exactly 11 weeks since I last wrote on here. It has been an interesting ride, to say the least. A lot has changed, a few things remain, but overall I walk a path I don't recognize. But this is the moment, the split second in the march of time, that is existentially beautiful beyond reason. Even if it is right now, the most difficult moment you have ever experienced.

I forgot why I began this journey, why I started writing in the first place. Some of it was for me, so far down the line I can look back and remember my first steps, fumbling in the dark to find the light. Some of it was for you, to see what it is really like to walk in the steps of a new chef.

I FORGOT...

and I'm sorry.

It's strange sitting here, now on my own, I hardly recognize where I am anymore. So many things have changed, occurred, it's hard to know where to begin. The best way would be to go in chronological order:


Chef Curtis Duffy of Grace:



Weeks ago, maybe 13 or 14 now (time just moves on, an obnoxious reality that I feel every day), 3 Michelin Star Chef Curtis Duffy graced (lol) Escoffier. It was really cool to see someone of that kind of status up close, he was really down to earth, I got to joke with him for a bit even!

Originally I wanted to be like him. The goal was to open one of the best restaurants in the world, finally bringing a star to Colorado. But I don't think I want that anymore; already my life is in a roaring boil and I can still hear the ringing from the starting gun...

Farm to Table:
The same morning we visited McCauley Farm a sheep was born

This last block was I hate to say, a disaster in my opinion. We made it, I made it, but it was NOT at all what I would have liked or expected. This is MY blog so I'm not going to sugarcoat it or make any kind of omissions to the truth and tell it as it was.

The Aguste Escoffier School of Culinary Arts let me, our chef, my fellow students and everyone else involved, down.

I don't know the full story. I probably will never know the full story.

But I do know that the overall feeling of energy and dedication to our culinary education was not at all like it was in any of the prior classes. There was a lot of administration turmoil and it for sure trickled down and we felt it in full force during the class. Multiple times we ran out of staple ingredients like eggs and milk. Farm Days were not well thought out for the timing of the block as were random days that interrupted the planning of our Culmination Luncheon.

Overall the feeling we got from the school was a lackadaisical abandonment; that they really didn't care. So in turn it was hard for everyone to care, the mindset of "if no one cares why should I?" was rampant in not only our class but in many others.

Anyways, the important thing is that it is now complete. No more do I have to beat Sol to the dawn, pull consecutive 20 hour days. I still try to get up early but it is now because I WANT to instead of a requirement of getting participation points.

My team's table set up for our luncheon 

The dessert selection was definitely the best part! 

The other team's table setup, they did a plated service so they made name-cards and menus

Ashton's dessert was a winner. A mini raspberry cheesecake with a gloss finish. She did a great job!

Matsuhisa & a Mandolin...

The sushi guys are hilarious!

 Left: Our mixed ceviche made by yours truly. Right: Occasionally the sushi guys give us snacks :D

One of the best family meals so far, build your own nachos! 

This is one of the beyond incredible desserts on the menu... I SOOOOOO want to come in and eat!

I love, LOVE this job. I'm not sure if it's good that I can't wait to go into work, that I would rather just be working all the time than doing anything else (it's by far the best part of my life). 

Last month we had a couple come in for their anniversary. They sat down maybe 40ish minutes before the end of service and wanted to do the Grand Omakase, a multi-course tasting menu that is $175 A PERSON!!! Chef Kyle said they absolutely could order it and we ended up giving them a really nice night. They repaid us in kind and ordered us a bottle of Nobu's Sake:

Sean shows off the bottle, he's went off to Japan for almost two weeks! So jealous!

And it wasn't your run of the mill sake, oh no. It was a $600 bottle! $600!!!!! About 7 of us got to actually drink it so we all had about an $80 drink! The Angel's Envy bourbon that I love is a $60 bottle and it's incredible, my one cup of this sake was more than that. It is absolutely the BEST drink I've ever had...


I've changed a lot recently but I know, with all my being, that I'm not what I can be. This is just the beginning. I wish I could remember what it was like to learn to walk; taking those first steps, being so frustrated that the people you knew then seemed to do it without effort. I'm sure it was strange, having to balance all that baby fat on a small little surface, fighting the pull of Terra's gravity. That moment it was right though, was probably the first feeling of joy, I fought and won.

Months, especially years from now, we can all look back at this and wonder why I yelled so loud about this. This is the start of something new, the dark before the dawn.

This is a true story. From stardust to starlight.

This is where it begins. 
A circle, the most beautiful moment, the flower among the thorns.

Thursday, February 23, 2017

Light in the Tunnel

5 Weeks Left!...

There are only a few weeks left of class! I can't believe I am here already. I remember it, all of it, as it really was just yesterday...

I remember pondering this path late that Thursday night. Looking up Escoffier, reading about the school a little bit, wondering if this was indeed what I needed to do to finally find myself. Just after midnight I decided to do it and filled in the little text box with my request to get contacted by the school for more information.

Incredibly, as my phone didn't really work at the time, the next morning I got a call from Nick. To this day I can't believe that call came in, I couldn't receive any phone calls at the time, and somehow his came through. I think it is the last phone call I ever got my old number. He called and asked if I wanted to tour the school, gave me the lowdown, and we decided I would come in that following Monday.

As Monday came, I went in to tour the school. Absolutely and immediately I got lost, there was a lot of construction going on at the time. When I finally met up with Nick we went on a tour of the kitchens. Chef Marcus was the first Chef I got to talk to, little did I know at the time the impact he would have on me and the direction my life is now heading.

I was immediately hooked. I had no reservations about signing the paperwork that day, and beginning in exactly one weeks time. After I left I went to grab some food on Pearl St. and happened upon Eureka, they were hiring, and got the job. As they say the rest is history, a history that I am still trying to fill you in on...

Classical Cuisines:

This block was absolutely one of the most challenging (for lots, sometimes insane reasons...) and rewarding of the whole course. Chef Bob Scherner is amazing, only spending 6 weeks learning from him is barely enough to scratch the surface of the skills and knowledge he has. But alas, time always trucks on.


 Bubba, Kurtis and I were on a team for the final practical. We had 1.5 hours to create a 3 course meal. We made a bruschetta, tortellini, and a poached pear. Chef said that the pear was a bit ambitious, but we learned a better way to cook it in a small amount of time.

A caprese bruschetta with a tomato sauce began the meal. In the future we would put the sauce in a small side dish to keep the bread from getting soggy. 

For the main we created a chicken, ricotta tortellini. Chef Bob said that instead of using lemon, ricotta, basil, rosemary and garlic for the filling to just do one or two additions to the cheese. It tasted fantastic, but the flavors of the sauce with the pasta was a bit overwhelming. 

I didn't notice this when I took it, but this isn't the best photo because of the contrast (also I think my phone camera is starting to go a bit terrible...). Anyways, the poached pear with a red wine reduction and an orange whipped cream. It's hard to tell but we also had shaved Parmesan cheese. Chef recommended we use the cheese in the cream to have a better marrying of flavors. 

There are literally weeks that I haven't gotten around to posting. All of Spain, most of France, and a lot of Italy aren't up yet. I will for sure eventually get to it, once I get this amazing company rolling that is literally one of the sections of the plan.

Steamboat:
Last weekend I took a bit of a vacation with my good friends to the amazing mountain town I love. I will retire there someday!




We stopped by the brewery that occupies the building that I used in my entrepreneurship project back in Culinary Arts. It was really cool seeing the actual property, I still can see the incredible designs that Krista did for it! Ugh I want to go open it!!! 

Even though it was $20 :( this pulled pork sandwich was super good! 

As the name implies, you could smell this bakery as you walked down the street. Unfortunately I didn't get to buy any bread, they are closed on Sundays and we didn't know that :'(


So much has gone down in the last few weeks! It's like a friggin whirlwind here! We are now on Farm to Table, the last class we have at school until the Externship class. We are in the super cool and vintage kitchens in the Broker Inn in Boulder. Full on walk-ins and a dining room! Gone is that dorm fridge we had to use in K1.


Matsuhisa Denver:

This is the CRAZIEST part of the last few weeks. Last night I got an incredible opportunity to shadow (stage) the awesome Chef Kyle of Matsuhisa Denver. I am still slightly in shock that I got to do it; Chef Kyle used to be an instructor at Escoffier and all of my chef's recommended me to him and I got to go there.

It was INCREDIBLE! Easily the best and most intricate food I've ever tasted. I even go to help prepare some of it (safely though! I didn't use any knives or sharp things that I could have hurt myself on). 

Easily the biggest kitchen I've ever been in. The P.F. Chang's that I worked at was a large restaurant and this kitchen is probably double. The dish area is about the same size as K1 is back at campus! 

Chef Kyle prepares some puff pastry for a special. 

Black Winter Truffles. Literally black gold. 

 This is the special soup, it was sooooooo goooood! I was super dumb and forgot my notepad in my car so I don't remember everything in here. I bet though in a few months I can name it all!


These monsters are beef tomahawks. Dry aged for a few days in spices I cannot pronounce yet (I'm going to have to start learning Japanese). Someday, someday I will get one! 

Fried sushi rice cubes with (I think, but can't remember fully) a tuna sushi. A really cool way to utilize unused rice.

A beef dumpling (left) and a chicken dumpling (right). Chef Kyle said he can't decide which one is his favorite. I will have to agree, they are both incredible. Two different preparations of a Miso sauce compliment the flavors better than you can imagine. 






This is the highest grade of Kobe beef you can get. These cows have arguably the best lives out of any animal. To get the incredible marbling they receive daily massages. Daily! I don't even remember the last time I had a massage! It melts in your mouth. It is served with a scorching hot salt rock to sear it table-side, I need to get some so I can use my salt rock at home! 



The final dish for the special soup. I got to try one that went a bit too far in the oven. I can't even describe how good it was. The flavors of the broth, mushrooms and crab were melodies on my taste-buds. 



I got the job!

I get to not only do my externship here in a few weeks, but I also got a job! This was for sure a Moonshot place to apply for and I still can't believe I got it. It was just 8 months ago that I was the LG Expert at Best Buy, selling home theater equipment. I never, ever thought I was coming back to this industry, let alone about to work at one of the best restaurants in the state. 

This ride has been incredible and I can't wait to see where it goes. Maybe I might be off to Japan in the future, that would be totally bad ass!!

For now, I hope this is one of the last days that I have to spend in my car after class. With only 5 weeks left I can't wait, as fun as this is:


I will for sure be writing about the first week in Farm to Table soon, I work the next 3 days in a row so it might not be until Sunday. I yearn for the day I don't have to wake up at 5:30-6:00 to pull a 18 hour day. Talk to you soon!



Made sushi today, might have been a bit inspired from last night ;-)